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Sometimes I freak out in the worst ways n I think I want something that I know is no longer there its empty and the reason I push you away is because I feel like I'm bad n I will only hurt you but I'm hurting inside letting you go and I'm the only one who knows it cuz I'm so scared of telling you I don't wanna hold you back that's why I let go so easily but I know my life would be greater being beside you I know I don't show it but I truly love you and I love every moment I had with you fuck it even the bad cuz it was still a moment I got to have with you I truly know I'm no good and you are way outta my league above me and all I want for you is the best because baby you deserve it I would say I was your queen but in reality you were mine you make me feel so happy and alive I haven't felt that way in a very long time I thank you for that you gave me a life another breath to feel like I Lil old me could make it on this earth without fear I love you and I always will no other woman or man could ever replace you