Hard

I sit here angry wishing you could be a good man but I just can't make you that I doubted all men for a while until Friday night I met a man only 21 yrs old told me how scandalous people are these days women and men a d how he already did the cheating thing and it got him nowhere and it's really not worth it and he's glad he's done with all that and I'm just like wow blown away everything I said he said then on Saturday there was another man who said a pretty face was good for 1 day but a good woman was great for a lifetime I asked then why cheat he said he didn't cheat and men who do loose out on a great woman I wanted to cry it feels amazing to know there are good people out there I just wish u could open ur eyes

Me

Me myself and I is all I ever had and I'm gonna continue to have chorus

It's life

Idk if Im in a bad mood today or what but people and their pathetic excuses are pissing me off! Example I saw someone writing about meth saying they hate it because it destroys people and they wish they could stab it well hello fucking retard meth is a drug it can't move it can't load it's self into that glass pipe and light it's self that person holding it is choosing to be that way you have to choose to want to change

And you you blame your sickness on allot you don't wanna better yourself and obviously you don't you wait for other people you don't take life into your own hands and try to change your lazy and life isn't nice n simple not everything Is going to be handed to you you have to grow a pair n grow up!

G

Sometimes I freak out in the worst ways n I think I want something that I know is no longer there its empty and the reason I push you away is because I feel like I'm bad n I will only hurt you but I'm hurting inside letting you go and I'm the only one who knows it cuz I'm so scared of telling you I don't wanna hold you back that's why I let go so easily but I know my life would be greater being beside you I know I don't show it but I truly love you and I love every moment I had with you fuck it even the bad cuz it was still a moment I got to have with you I truly know I'm no good and you are way outta my league above me and all I want for you is the best because baby you deserve it I would say I was your queen but in reality you were mine you make me feel so happy and alive I haven't felt that way in a very long time I thank you for that you gave me a life another breath to feel like I Lil old me could make it on this earth without fear I love you and I always will no other woman or man could ever replace you

Psht!

yhen you wonder why I keep my distance thats exactly why playin me 4 a fool n shit fuck that and I was thinking of being all sweet now you know y im not

Idk

At the beginning it was all a dream like I was on cloud 9 then it switched up to tug a war and now your distant and cold and you cant see how im feeling and hurting inside

You

I miss your scent of perfume you would leave on me or z you smelt so good and I knew u would get ready just for me....